Midnight Society

Midnight Worries & Fears Good midnight, lurkers! Relationships are very important in one's life.  Humans are social beings. Family, friends, partners, workmates, classmates, etc. Friends are very important as they often are the first ones that you'll have outside your family circle.  And as I said in my last blog, I have no one at the moment. (lol.)  I got blocked by someone very important to me earlier this year. And that person unfriended me not long after. That shit felt so bad but I couldn't do anything about it. Mainly because I wanted to be the bigger person to everyone.  To be the one to try to understand and forgive every one that wronged me. I just wish that the friends who abandoned me tries to contact me again. Probably because I feel lonely right now but the point is, I'm willing to take them back.  This is a very short one, sorry about that. I notice that I'm thinking about relationships these days.  I guess I just love a lot. 

Midnight Worries & Fears Good midnight, lurkers! We cannot pick or choose our own family.  Why?  God knows why. I have no clue. Family is supposed to be the people that will support you throughout your life, and of course, you should support them back. Give back. Help back. In my case, I am very fortunate to have a great family. My mother and father are very hardworking and reliable. My sister as well. I love them to death. I can sell my soul for them. I would bleed for them. I'm just talking about my family because I currently have no friends. No social interactions with other people at the moment. I'm just talking about my family because even though I got them, I couldn't help but feel alone most of my life. I thought I'm going to feel better in my 20's. But shit, I've been feeling alone for 14 fucking years.  I will never have the courage to tell them how I feel so isolated in this life.  Because compared to what they felt and went through, my feelings ri...