Midnight Society

  Midnight Worries & Fears Good midnight, lurkers! Time .  She can both be gratifying and disheartening. Hope at the end of a tunnel, or the heartbreaking realization as the moment starts to end . If it's about the result, then it's all in the end. When we can only reminisce is when we are only reminded that she will come soon. No evidence will probably be left for individuals like us . As if we're merely nothing worth more than these dust our eyes meet when we go outside as life wants us to feel unlucky throughout the day. I just got back from my work! Well, I'm writing this on my phone right now since I'm still on my way to my house.    Anyway, it's dark right now.  Probably because it's 12 AM.   It's so cold. I recently started thinking about how much time I have with my family. I know it's not that much for, pretty much everyone else but, I consider myself a family-oriented person, which I guess could be too much? Since I'm still at colle...

Midnight Worries & Fears Good midnight, lurkers!      In this age of society where we constantly get information in just a matter of clicks, it is truly a wonderful world to live in. Though in most cases, it only made me feel bitter and disappointed in myself. It gave me worries and fears that I think I only got in this world. (Just imagine me smoking beside you while I try to talk about my feelings. I don't know, I just want to look/sound/feel cool, y'know! )       This is my first blog so I really have no clue what I'm doing right now , but my friend said to treat it as a message or a conversation with a stranger. This means I can talk about absolutely anything!      The first worry I got from scrolling down my social media is my physical appearance. Whether on  Facebook , Twitter , and god forbid Instagram . I just look plain. T oo effing plain compared to them! I mean, I thought I was a 6.26 out of 10 at least, but boy oh...