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Midnight Worries & Fears #2

 

Midnight Worries & Fears

Good midnight, lurkers!

Time. She can both be gratifying and disheartening. Hope at the end of a tunnel, or the heartbreaking realization as the moment starts to end. If it's about the result, then it's all in the end. When we can only reminisce is when we are only reminded that she will come soon. No evidence will probably be left for individuals like us. As if we're merely nothing worth more than these dust our eyes meet when we go outside as life wants us to feel unlucky throughout the day.

I just got back from my work! Well, I'm writing this on my phone right now since I'm still on my way to my house.   

Anyway, it's dark right now. 
Probably because it's 12 AM.  
It's so cold.



I recently started thinking about how much time I have with my family. I know it's not that much for, pretty much everyone else but, I consider myself a family-oriented person, which I guess could be too much? Since I'm still at college right now, but my parents are on the older side now, I feel like I need to progress a lot quicker than what I'm doing right now.

Do some of you feel that way sometimes? 

I want to give them a lot of things, spoil them rotten and such. Maybe that's too far but you probably get what I'm saying. 

Right? 

Right? 

I also failed my first class last year so I'm bummed out because of that. I feel like I might extend my time here in college, which I really hate to even consider but, I don't think I can overload my plate next semester. I effing hate myself!



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